14-2-25

Waking up with the feeling that next day is sush's birthday... Somehow I felt wishing for valentine's day wud be a bad idea and refrained frm the same.... As the day there was anxiety what if yu don't like what I have planned for ur birthday, what if yu are not ready to accept antha... My ex happened to call to enquire about manglore trip .. he sensed th tension in my voice and asked me sush what's it antha.... I told him n th oly thing he said was do what ur heart says, how sh reacts is left to her and it's not in your hands so go for it...... 

When he said that I got my energy back then left in my car to mysore, with th excitement that was unreal... First bought those dreamy skyshots after asking th vendor soo many questions.... Then got my gifts wrapped .... Then went in search for the flowers... Everywhere yu go it's just red roses as it's valentine's day... Searched almost half of mysore to find a place with other colors as well ... Went on and ordered a bouquet with yellow roses... Then th buikding owner visits the place and says nam kade customers ivru and get some 7 bouquets made.... Th vendor has to do it as he had no choice and made me wait fr 45 mins ... I was in no mood to fight to I waited patiently ..... Then he did mine and when he gave he told ' ma'am tum bohot jyada wait Kiya isliye itne ache ne banake diya aapno'..... When I held them I melted seeing how beautiful it looked and constantly smiled all the way back to mandya thinking about how much it wud make yu smile n fall in love wid them.... After everything got set, went to ur house to help making ur birthday cake.... Th moment yu came and spoke to me in th kitchen I got speechless cus it had been a long time since we spoke which is why I remained silent and I cudnt make the courage to look at you even.... When ur birthday was nearing i literally was on th seconds watch on my phone n literally did th mental countdown to wish you exactly at the right time n did so