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8momths ago... Wen I came out saying i have feelings for you to karthik... He said adella beda and suggested to listen to this 'let her go song'.... I used to listen and it never felt relatable.... Only now I understand what it means... I was scared that I'm gonna hate you for avoiding me and asking me to never talk .. but I realised moving on and letting you free requires more love than chasing you... I'm ready to spend that amount of love on you, one reason yu wud be better off widout me and another reason being it might hurt lesser in sometime... I'm happy that I won't hate you, cuz hating yu wud erase all the good memories we had.. I'm quite good at that but I didn't want that to happen may b that's why I kept on holding on to yu no matter if yu disrespect or show ur disinterest.... There's this line in vtv where simbu says ' anbil thodangi anbil mudikiren' meaning I'll start with love and end with love... I was scared I can't do that... Now I'm quite hopeful that I can.